i met him in Manila during a one week gathering of young people all over the world. he is a French guy. we weren’t that close during that one week event. i think we only talked twice or thrice. just a very short conversation. i even got mad at him when he said to me that i should stop being too noisy in front of many people. well, i was also noisy that time because of too much excitement but i thought that it was too honest for him to say that to me.

i don’t have that much time to be with him in that event. but i was able to get his email address and i added him on facebook. he accepted my request and never thought of having some close relationship with him. there was one time i went online and suddenly a chatbox opened and it was him greeting me. so i replied. from then on we always have some good conversation. we sometimes talk about some crazy and naughty things but the thing i like about it is that it doesn’t sound like very coarse or gross. we are talking just about the different realities in life.

as time goes by, we became closer. we talk about a lot of different things about him and about me. and slowly i got to know him deeper and better. he is such a nice person. he is not that typical foreigner that i have known. he is very religious, kind, respectful, and most of all a virgin. i know it’s something that i should not talk about but honestly that’s the thing that i liked about him. i was so amazed on how different and good he is.

we both admitted we liked each other. he even admitted that he loves me already but unfortunately we didn’t committed into a relationship with each other because of the distance. we are too far away from each other. i was just waiting for him to tell me he is ready to be in a relationship with me but he is afraid to take the risk in a long distance relationship. we remained so close to each other. there are times that we don’t chat that often because either one of us or the both of us are busy but one good thing is that we were able to maintain the closeness we have.

we hadn’t chatted for weeks already. we just make some comments about our posts and our conversation just end there. but today we were able to talk again. and there is one good news, he’ll be coming here in the Philippines for vacation. he can’t come particularly here in the place where i live but i will make sure that i could meet him somewhere near in my place. 

i feel so excited right now. i am looking forward in seeing him again and having more quality time with him. i don’t expect anything from him. just by seeing him again will make me so happy. i just hope that things will really happen the way it should be.

i’ll try to write some updates here about this..hehehe

there is greater reward for those people who knows how to wait… 

life is never easy and will never be easy but always remember one thing that no matter how difficult things may be always put inside your mind that there are more reasons to be happy. always look at the brighter side of things. it doesn’t mean that problems come crashing at your door you don’t have any right to be happy anymore. to be HAPPY is everyones right, INCLUDING YOU. we only live this life we have ones so don’t waste it by frowning and becoming sad. being happy is the best way that we can live our life to the fullest. things happen for a reason and it serves a purpose in our life. that purpose may be to make us stronger, becoming better individual, firm, etc. become who you want to be and stay happy always because in that way you will be able to live your life not wasted and happy. happiness and fulfillment in life should be the goal of every individual in this world.

SMILE!

people come in our lives in the most unexpected ways and with different purpose in our life. some of them makes you realize what you want in life. some of them makes you think who you really want to be. some of them makes you ponder on how life would be so difficult sometimes and some of them makes you know who you are. no matter what purpose you bring to ones life always remember that you serve a purpose in this world and play your role the best that you can because there is no one who can replace you but YOU! <3

do not compete with others because you’ll just get frustrated. instead, COMPETE WITH YOURSELF. in that way you will become better everyday.. ;D

-condomz:

see this guy? well hes my dad, my protector, my everything. He was the only boy who would never ever break my heart, he recently passed away, and I miss him so much, we would always go on tumblr and look at pictures and he’d always freak on how much notes some pictures would get, he wanted our picture to get atleast over 10k notes. My dad would be soooo happy. Please reblog this for him.

R.I.P daddy, we love you <3

no matter how hard life is, life must go on!

it started with the introduction.

some chitchats and some sitting-beside-him situations.

i admit. i liked him from the first time i saw him but i thought those things will just end up that day between us.

one month had passed by with no communication or anything between us.

and SUDDENLY, poooof! a chatbox in my fb opened and there i saw his name and he was asking for my number.

it was a friendly gesture that i gave him my number, after all, i know him.

and from there, many things happened in which i didn’t expect.

and honestly, even now i am confused on what is it between us..

well… our story is still going on and i’m wondering where this could go..

if things were only real then i don’t have to feel this way… i was afraid to fall into deep waters again because of the same damn thing.. i was afraid that the same feeling will come back and just left hanging again… i just hope that there will be no regrets on this decision i made from anyone of us. i should be contented on whatever i have right now because i know it’s the only thing that i could have.

things for me can never happen the way i wanted but at least there’s something genuine about what i felt and what i will always feel for you. you’ll always be my bestfriend no matter what the circumstances that may come. and from now on i will fix inside my mind that this is the best thing we could ever have. so please, stop talking about false hopes and what if’s because that’s the reason why my feelings gets twisted and complicated..hehe..

BFF! that will never change. :)